u luv this i can tell. I love the clevage on Tati. And that devilish look on Charles.
Who wants to come to see it with me on opening?

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Damn it, I lost thanks to Alex and Collin.

So 12th night is going....Bat Boy is dead, not officially, but will soon be dead.

I feel like all my friends are kind of fading away like ill say hi to someone and they wont acknowledge me. I mean i thought i was genuinely liked. I know im annoying, and i act stupid sometimes.

I just wish everything would stop. And i could walk through school and home and fix problems by making tiny adjustments. I know weird.

I feel odd. Out of the loop to say. I miss people who i thought i knew.

The Jury

So I go in and I sing. I thought i was a huge piece of shit.

They thought otherwise.

I sit down and Barbra and Kirk tell me I sang wonderfully and put the character as real as possible. They told me even though im new at CoSA, im a HUGE asset.

Then the McClung talked, she told me i was bad at my monologue memorizing dates but she was shocked with the end product.

Then grades. I started crying and felt like a selfish piece of humanage. Then Ms. B gave me a huge hug. And told me im always enjoyable to have in class. And they all said the same thing, "I bring a spark to the class room" then Babs proceded to hug me.

Then the whole GOODBYE CAME!!!

We had this whole disscussion about the name Scuffy and should they call me it.
It took 5 Minutes....they really wanted to know.


And MR.Y just nodded his head.

Come see Holes. We close Sunday.

Im excited for 12th night. The costume designer wants me took look aka VERY MISERLY (refrence to THE MISER). THe set is cool. Lets just say we have to analyze every line we have : breath,scansion,foot,caesura,and "I want to ____ you"

If you need an explanation for that one ask Lilly,Des, or me.

Life is good. It could be better, but ill definatly take what i've got.

After the friday show for Holes, i went to Corvettes and sat with Cj, Brent, Austin, Max, and Jon. Lets just say it was awkward. I mean when a boy gives hints that he wants to have sex with you, and you try and ignore them...its quite awkward. Also when he assumes your going out to lunch with him, and makes a big to-do when you say u have Drama Club and says "Fine, ill never have lunch with u again".

So anyway, I think im going to drop Bat Boy. I really want to do Runaways and i talked with Barbara and she said if i had to leave early for 12th night rehersal, it would be fine. Bat Boy is going down the tube. We are having major fights with Will. It's just annoying to have to fight for the right to do your own show which Will assured we WOULDN'T cut at all.

I got one of my dream roles in 12th night. One is finally checked off the list. Im excited to work with this cast.

Miguels was fun yesterday.

Ps Good job BOYFRIEND CAST!!!! For a show i utterly hate u guys made me like it. I guess cause your cast was ACTUALLY talented!!! <3 u guys!

I had an Diaphradic Episode on Saturday.I felt odd,dizzy,sick,hot and cold at the same time. I missed the entire first act of "Holes". I felt bad. Yesterday my hair looked like shit.

I went to the doctor this morning. I found out i have a viral infection and it may become bacterial....goodbye juries! Anyways my life is so unsure right now....Aud for Runaways, Alice, or 12th night. and summer....La Jolla or JT i mean I can do AMT and AAC but i cant do the wiz if i do La Jolla if i get into La Jolla. And if i do Starlight or Moonlight or BKSD ill have rides there. Get paid or pay EVEN MORE....
oh well!


I like the awkwardness of getting too many compliments..thats what happend friday...anyways Adios

ill be gone Wednesday so dont look for me..school day show!

Happy New Year...wow 2006. Major reality check.

Holes opens friday....its a good show. Really i mean by tommorrow it will be on the right track to fab ticket sales.


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get one...they have them for high schools now...and one for CoSA

yesterday i fell into one of the holes on stage, and then i almost set the gun off too early. When i hold that thing i feel weird...its a blank but its weird.

After every rehersal i have atleast one pound of sand in my shoes....its quite annoying!

Im so happy to be back at school, i missed everyone. there is some awkward tension but its all good!

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