I luv these WONDERFUL TALENTED PEOPLE!!! I saw Rent for the 3rd time ALONE. Everyone was busy and it depressed me. But seeing it alone was such an amazing expierience. For once i didnt have to hold my tears back at the very end. I got stuff i hadn't before

Wilson Jermaine Heredia is Straight...all Hope isnt lost!

So this weekend was a mess within itself. I feel like a horrible friend. I had i think 5 people call me this weekend and ask to do something when all i REALLY wanted to do was sleep and do homework. Then my mom, whom i <3, said.."we r going to lunner" aka luch/dinner with my friend who goes to CHS but I NEVER SEE HER! I felt really bad. I mean people whom i havent seen since LAST YEAR called me.

Do this PUHlease....but DONT use Maria's answers! I had to delete one answer cause it was bout someone Maria knows i like

what would you do if I?

1. I made a move on u: hey baby. whachu doin lata. haha
2. I kissed you: ON THE CHEAKY?? kissed you back. =]
3. I lived next door to you: visit you like EVERY day
4. I started smoking: shoot you. haha maybe not
5. I asked you on a date: said hellll ya.
6. I was hospitalized: break one of my legs so i could be in a bed right next to ya and we could press the emergency button for doctors to come and then say JUST KIDDING!!
7. I ran away from home: shoot. i'd go out and FIND YOU and then slap you for doing that.
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there? i'd GET there. like asap. and bring me a big bad thugg to help you out.
9. I asked u to have sex? with chad michael murray? uhhh do it. duh.
10. i asked u out? well we'd go out! duh. =]

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Personality: i think its one of the best out there. i love ya scuff, dont EVA change.
10. Eyes: i gaze into them.
11. Hair: ITS SERIOUSLY THE PRETTIEST HAIR EVER
12. Body: i think i want to sex it. hhahaha

::WOULD YOU::
13. Be my friend?duh we ARE
14. Keep a secret if I told you one? chyeah
15. Hold my hand? fo shooooo
16. Go on a date with me? yep.
17. Keep in touch? yaaa
18. Try and solve my problems? oui.
19. Love me? oui.
20. Date me? OUI!!!!

::HAVE YOU EVER::
21. Lied to make me feel better?no.
22. Wanted to kiss me? all the time.
23. Wanted to kill me?no. that time at jessicas party, you wanted to PRAISE me. dont lie. [;
24. Broke my heart? no yay.
25. Kept something important from me? no. i tell you alllL
26. Wanted to do me? like all the time.

::AND MORE::
27. Who are you? marizzle dizzle.
28. Are we friends? heckkkkk ya. like DUH
29. When and how did we meet? CoSA. ya.
30. Describe me in one word: scuffaliciousDElicious.
31. What was your first impression? oh shnaps. she must be that scuffy gal that all the jt cosa kids talk about. =]
32. Do you still think that way about me now? ya. cuz you ARE. duh?
33. What reminds you of me? when i burn my tounge on soup or coffee. [;
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?
35. How well do you know me? ooooh baby. i know you so well. but i still have yet to know MORE
36. When's the last time you saw me? the last day of school before break? ya.
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? um no. i tell u all. what did u wanna tell me?
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you? you already filled it out. and i love you FOREVER for it. =]


Do it and i <3 u forever:
Desiree
Charles
Erin
Alex
Bina
Nicole
Hilary
and
Colin

DO this one short thingy! and ill do it back....this guarantees <3 for all eternity!

No one is on IM, i bet u guys are all out doing stuff.....i might start reciting my monologue if i get SO FUCKING BORED which i am

I <3 Alex LEE. She is so fun at MV mall playing skeeball and getting these ANNOYING whistles!!!!!!Also trying on shoes....yeah dawg lay me a piece of that. im so BOREd im talking to myself.


Quote FROM RENT:
There are times when we're dirt broke, hungry and freezing, and I ask myself why the hell am I still living here? And then they call.

Thomas B. "Tom" Collins: I think it is only fair to tell you. You just paid for the funeral of the person who killed your dog.
Benjamin "Benny" Coffin III: [shrug] I always hated that dog.


Good Stuff
See u guys monday....may u be less depressed and in the "holiday Spirt" more than i am

I know this IS ALOT TO read, but read so and comment.....puh-lease

I saw two AMAZING movies this weekend!!!!

First thing first.
My mom had a dream about my attourney general costume.
give u a hint: look at Sarah Gettelfingers costume from Dirty Rotten Scoundrels + a cowboy hat.

I love being in holes. I think is the greatest cast since "Your a Good Man Charlie Brown". We like to beat box and dance, and we like to make Myre Menke a drag queen and call her our bitch. And make fun of Nate cause his Elya accent is part british.

I really want u guys to come on opening if u dont have Boyfriend rehersal. Its also mi madres b-day. I'm going to do one heck of a performance.

So friday saw HP4, cried over he who dies cause he who dies is HOT HOT HOT! Voldemort scared the crapola out of me. I luv Ralph Finnes and think he is A HOT MAN, but not as Voldemort/if u dont know who he is watch "Maid in Manhattan".

Sunday i saw Richard the III again. It was brilliant again, Lily and i sat next to each other and looked at each other when Richmond and the other hot guy came out..... we like hot men reciting Shakespeare. I had dinner with Alice Cash= my hero.

I saw the rent preview with all these CoSA and jt people. I was AMAZED at how so many avid playgoers had not seen Rent (meryn!!!)
I balled my eyes out and laughed. Tango Maureen and Ill Cover You reprise were the best. And La Vie Boheme and Take me for What I Am. If you guys know Stewart (Hannah Sumners BF and homecoming nominee) you'll realize how funny it was to watch him during Out Tonight....it was really interesting to see Horny Japanese men during that number. I want to see it again with CoSA people (call me !!!!! My number is in the CHS phone book)

When i was little and i first heard of the AIDS outbreak in the 80's i convinced my self i had AIDS and was going to die. I also had an imaginary friend named Shaggy whom i was in love with and was going to marry. I also had a real life Boyfriend who wanted an Addams Family themed wedding....this was preschool guys.

Today i got mail for my grandma. I dont know how long its been since she got hit by that car but it feels like forever. I cried a little and realized the anniversary of my Great-Grandmothers death is on thursday. I remember the night she died it was thanksgiving, and i felt empty and depressed. I felt so connected to her being that i was named after her.

Thanks to all. want to do anything tommorrow or friday or this weekend (i feel out of the friend loop) call me

So im in holes at JT. Its such an amazing show. I mean we get REAL stage guns.The downer is i might have to cut or die my hair red. What you do when your the Attourney General of Texas!

So the past week was REALLY interesting. I wrote hateful letters, put a variety show together, didnt work on ANYTHING, got my heart torn out, shredded up, and surgically put back in, and still have to MEMORIZE my lines for Holes by the 29. A week off is JUST what i needed.

Desiree's dreams AMUSE ME!!!!! Scene study was just so fucking hilarious, i laughed my ass off.

I figured out something.... I wear my heart on my sleave. I tell the world im in love when its just teenage hormones raging. Im done with that, no more.

My friends are my support group especially my new CoSA friends. Without them I'd be a fake and a fraud and i wouldn't be honest.

Thanks guys....I <3 u!

In the tap dance i get to beat collin up. Every girls dream is now fullfilled in a dance...where it doesnt actually happen. I like how the only person who comments on my blog is Alex. I <3 alex oh and Bina. The rest of u suck.

"The Miser" was the best thing at the La Jolla Playhouse i have seen in awhile. The last thing I saw was the opening of "Throughly Modern Millie" I was throughly annoyed after everyone and their mother sang those songs for auds. Steven Epp is my new acting hero.

Tonight i get to see and POSSIBLY meet Chita Rivera. If the show is good i would like to meet her. If not, i really dont like her work, after hearing her Nine she ANNOYS ME!

Closing weekeng of ZP>>>>>PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COME!!!! I would LOVE TO SEE U GUYS> Also if you come saturday can someone maybe give me a ride to the concert at the Bean Bar???

My aud for Holes is this weekend. My monologue isnt memorized....i will do it! Also my monologue for the variety show is REALLY DISTURBING>>>>> Its about Nazi germany . It makes you think about our government.

I <3 u all....only if you have or will come to see ZP

Halloween was a BLAST! I think this was the best halloween EVER. First i went over to Bina's with Hilary and Bina (of Course). We went to Rite-aid (they bought bad fake eyelash glue)to buy stuff. Then we WALKED SO FAR to Hilary's house (my fingers started to swell)and hung out till hil's dad drove us back. Alex was there(by her lonesome for sometime). Eventually Collin, Nicole, Zack(my new Best Friend), Taylor and Desiree showed up. Then we met up with Briana, Laura, Jana, Imp, Brent, and other people. It was INSANE!!!!!! We went to Meryn's and got THE BEST HALLOWEEN COOKIES EVER, water. Then we went to Charles' house to watch the Exorcist

I also got the Light in the Piazza sheet music. My life IS SWEET. All i need is the boy