Yay, im 17. I can see rated R movies....YAY!!! Somehow i dont feel different, or special!

Since Blogger is the only rational and honest way to talk to my friends I have come back....I dont know if anyone still reads this???

Anyway Cats+ Honk+ LJPC= stressful summer
I like how i had one week off....and that was even work for registration.

Schedule of Senior Year

Period 1 Geometry with Ms. Meng
Period 2 Chemistry with Ms. Massey
Period 3 Oxford with Mrs. Benning
Period 4 Spanish 2 with Mrs. Bertleson
Period 5 Oxford with Ms. Benning
Period 6-8 CoSA

Comic-con was AMAZING.

I finally saw Snakes on A Plane and I took my mom, when we got into the movie theatre she said "Why the Hell am I Here?" I laughed through 99.9% of it while mi madre cringed. Twas funny.

I need some Lost...right now. Aud for Starting Here Starting Now today, hopefully ill get in!

My life this summer.....through pics


June 26 - July 7: Busting my ass for two weeks attempting to learn songs and act like a cat, oh and look classy while doing so...with Donny, Charles, Des, and Meryn. Should be a fun-filled 2 weeks.


Oh La Jolla Conservatory, 6 weeks of INTENSE work, i hope with Ethan Fish....a guy i met @ auds....a really hot,nice, talented guy i met @ auds. Oh and with Masula, Alice Cash, James, Shannon, and Jenna.

And then the piest de resistance


or


Id rather do complete works cause half the girls who auditioned want the part of Ida, the mom, and they all look like teenagers compared to me. I just have to learn the songs, the scenes and ill be fabulous.

Anyways, im going to prom and i still have to find a date, get up the courage to ask and get him the forms...cause he doesnt go to my school.

I love you all, and i need SLEEP!

Ok so the Fullerton Comp was eventful, if your the obsessive compulsive theatre geek who eats, lives, and breathes theatre. I was really impressed with our entire group. For our first time there, we did very well.

Highlights:
~ Bonding, im not afraid to approach any of these people again
~ Meeting the creator of bat boy the musical : we talked for 15 minutes about the deeper and insightful meaning of the show itself.
~ L-Rock aka vagina.
~ meeting the hot guy from MLK. hes AMAZING!!!
~ in and out + austin = weird!
~ late night convos with Lily, Hil, Bina, and Austin
~ Starbucks run
~ I officially <3 joel
~ Daniellulianafer

so i <3 everyone except Megan Evans she sux

Ok so the Fullerton Comp was eventful, if your the obsessive compulsive theatre geek who eats, lives, and breathes theatre. I was really impressed with our entire group. For our first time there, we did very well.

Highlights:
~ Bonding, im not afraid to approach any of these people again
~ Meeting the creator of bat boy the musical : we talked for 15 minutes about the deeper and insightful meaning of the show itself.
~ L-Rock aka vagina.
~ meeting the hot guy from MLK. hes AMAZING!!!
~ in and out + austin = weird!
~ late night convos with Lily, Hil, Bina, and Austin
~ Starbucks run
~ I officially <3 joel
~ Daniellulianafer

so i <3 everyone except Megan Evans she sux

Ok so the Fullerton Comp was eventful, if your the obsessive compulsive theatre geek who eats, lives, and breathes theatre. I was really impressed with our entire group. For our first time there, we did very well.

Highlights:
~ Bonding, im not afraid to approach any of these people again
~ Meeting the creator of bat boy the musical : we talked for 15 minutes about the deeper and insightful meaning of the show itself.
~ L-Rock aka vagina.
~ meeting the hot guy from MLK. hes AMAZING!!!
~ in and out + austin = weird!
~ late night convos with Lily, Hil, Bina, and Austin
~ Starbucks run
~ I officially <3 joel
~ Daniellulianafer

so i <3 everyone except Megan Evans she sux

Ok so the Fullerton Comp was eventful, if your the obsessive compulsive theatre geek who eats, lives, and breathes theatre. I was really impressed with our entire group. For our first time there, we did very well.

Highlights:
~ Bonding, im not afraid to approach any of these people again
~ Meeting the creator of bat boy the musical : we talked for 15 minutes about the deeper and insightful meaning of the show itself.
~ L-Rock aka vagina.
~ meeting the hot guy from MLK. hes AMAZING!!!
~ in and out + austin = weird!
~ late night convos with Lily, Hil, Bina, and Austin
~ Starbucks run
~ I officially <3 joel
~ Daniellulianafer

so i <3 everyone except Megan Evans she sux

I had a "bug" a temporary one. One that allowed me to watch Oprah and All my Children plus the three hour RENT documentary which is AMAZING!!! I had tuna all day long...im seriously considering giving up red meat and having Salmon and Tuna for the rest of my life plus SHRIMP I <3shrimp.

So i found out my next scene is ALice in Wonderland with Taylor and Shauna: and my director is Jen, whom i <3 alot! She's amazing! We r adding a modern twist so to speak.

Im screwed for my this scene. Please be forgiving~!

I have a date for Sadie Hawkins, with this AMAZING guy. He's sweet, and kind, gosh life is good. I wish it was more stable though. I mean everything. I need sleep.Thats what stable means to me.

So i need to breathe deep. Runaways is so fun. I feel like im getting closer to people i haven't really gotten to know. Anyways, 12th is kinda scaring me. This weekend is MEMORIZE WEEKEND>

adios pantalones

quote of the week:
"All he has to do is put pepper on a piece of shit and he gets a standing ovation"
-Sarah Grosman on Emril Lagasse

So im doing two shows @ once. To stressful but worth it.

Read this article: Its about life after "Annie" for the original orphans.
Its SO FREAKIN FUNNY!

So today is pretty much "THANK GOD YOUR NOT DATING ANOTHER GAY GUY DAY"
for me in particular.

12th night is going to be an amazing show. I <3 hanging with Matt, Megan, Katie, Cloteal, and My BFFF Desiree. Patrick is a beyond brilliant director.

aud today

ps who wants a romantic dinner with ma y des?

Yesterday in dance, collin sang a weird song to me...mainly cause i was depressed about this little girl who was in "Into the Woods Jr." with me passed away from lukemia wednesday. So if i look down in the dumps, it not cause i used to associate myself with a boy who i currently wont name. Jenny was one of those kids who could light up a room everytime she entered. She had a heart of gold, and the only thing she ever wanted to do was theatre. Her dream came true. She never felt bad for herself and always had an amazing spirit. I will miss her alot.


So im stressed and tired, and depressed all at the same time!!! Yay me :)
List of Stuff im stressed about:

12th night: Act 1 memorized by thursday....help ME
Runaways aud : "once Upon a Dream" or other song and monologue
Directing : Im a ditzy russian slut (Curtis wanted that).
Monologues : FIND ONE!!!!


So if your not going to D-land on monday- Bina and I want to go to Sea World!!!! I know all of you are trying to contain yourselves. I mean Shamu is my main homeboy. I really need to go on Wild Artic, and Journey to Atlantis A MILLION TIMES!!!!!!!! So if you want to come call us!!!!


I need to see into the woods this weekend too. I have a confetti meeting @ 10 on saturday. They asked me to SM alice. i pretty much said HELL NO! I think they just dont want someone who scares little children, since ive only worked with them once (I was nice to the lil ones, not the teens)

Im drinking my heaven sent coffee right now. i want to be hyper. i want to do something tonight: movies????

u luv this i can tell. I love the clevage on Tati. And that devilish look on Charles.
Who wants to come to see it with me on opening?

Read this post




Damn it, I lost thanks to Alex and Collin.

So 12th night is going....Bat Boy is dead, not officially, but will soon be dead.

I feel like all my friends are kind of fading away like ill say hi to someone and they wont acknowledge me. I mean i thought i was genuinely liked. I know im annoying, and i act stupid sometimes.

I just wish everything would stop. And i could walk through school and home and fix problems by making tiny adjustments. I know weird.

I feel odd. Out of the loop to say. I miss people who i thought i knew.

The Jury

So I go in and I sing. I thought i was a huge piece of shit.

They thought otherwise.

I sit down and Barbra and Kirk tell me I sang wonderfully and put the character as real as possible. They told me even though im new at CoSA, im a HUGE asset.

Then the McClung talked, she told me i was bad at my monologue memorizing dates but she was shocked with the end product.

Then grades. I started crying and felt like a selfish piece of humanage. Then Ms. B gave me a huge hug. And told me im always enjoyable to have in class. And they all said the same thing, "I bring a spark to the class room" then Babs proceded to hug me.

Then the whole GOODBYE CAME!!!

We had this whole disscussion about the name Scuffy and should they call me it.
It took 5 Minutes....they really wanted to know.


And MR.Y just nodded his head.

Come see Holes. We close Sunday.

Im excited for 12th night. The costume designer wants me took look aka VERY MISERLY (refrence to THE MISER). THe set is cool. Lets just say we have to analyze every line we have : breath,scansion,foot,caesura,and "I want to ____ you"

If you need an explanation for that one ask Lilly,Des, or me.

Life is good. It could be better, but ill definatly take what i've got.

After the friday show for Holes, i went to Corvettes and sat with Cj, Brent, Austin, Max, and Jon. Lets just say it was awkward. I mean when a boy gives hints that he wants to have sex with you, and you try and ignore them...its quite awkward. Also when he assumes your going out to lunch with him, and makes a big to-do when you say u have Drama Club and says "Fine, ill never have lunch with u again".

So anyway, I think im going to drop Bat Boy. I really want to do Runaways and i talked with Barbara and she said if i had to leave early for 12th night rehersal, it would be fine. Bat Boy is going down the tube. We are having major fights with Will. It's just annoying to have to fight for the right to do your own show which Will assured we WOULDN'T cut at all.

I got one of my dream roles in 12th night. One is finally checked off the list. Im excited to work with this cast.

Miguels was fun yesterday.

Ps Good job BOYFRIEND CAST!!!! For a show i utterly hate u guys made me like it. I guess cause your cast was ACTUALLY talented!!! <3 u guys!

I had an Diaphradic Episode on Saturday.I felt odd,dizzy,sick,hot and cold at the same time. I missed the entire first act of "Holes". I felt bad. Yesterday my hair looked like shit.

I went to the doctor this morning. I found out i have a viral infection and it may become bacterial....goodbye juries! Anyways my life is so unsure right now....Aud for Runaways, Alice, or 12th night. and summer....La Jolla or JT i mean I can do AMT and AAC but i cant do the wiz if i do La Jolla if i get into La Jolla. And if i do Starlight or Moonlight or BKSD ill have rides there. Get paid or pay EVEN MORE....
oh well!


I like the awkwardness of getting too many compliments..thats what happend friday...anyways Adios

ill be gone Wednesday so dont look for me..school day show!

Happy New Year...wow 2006. Major reality check.

Holes opens friday....its a good show. Really i mean by tommorrow it will be on the right track to fab ticket sales.


http://www.facebook.com
get one...they have them for high schools now...and one for CoSA

yesterday i fell into one of the holes on stage, and then i almost set the gun off too early. When i hold that thing i feel weird...its a blank but its weird.

After every rehersal i have atleast one pound of sand in my shoes....its quite annoying!

Im so happy to be back at school, i missed everyone. there is some awkward tension but its all good!

GET A FACEBOOK!

I had the most amazing night of my life.

My mom and I went to see a Christmas Carol at the REP, and i met up with Jess and we chatted and hung out. It was a really good show. I love ragtime, Bebop, and Jazz. I wanted some of the stuff they were wearing....it was gorgeous.

Next i went shopping for gifts....i spent tooo much money...i guess i luv u guys!

After we went to dinner at the Marie Callender Grill...can u say AMAZING? I luv Tillamook Chedder.

After we looked around the BEAUTIFUL Hotel Del. We tried to look and see if our friend Joe was playing in the lovely lounge but he was home with his two little boys.We went to the beach and played on the sand and thought the ice were waves.We went to the ice rink too...$20 bucks just aint worth it. Then We went to get coffee and Babock and Story...I <3 the Del Latte and Vanilla Del Chino. We were sitting near the pool when i saw a familiar face....COLLIN BELL. I was really tired and when i saw him i perked up...mainly because of his outfit! My mom and i ran after him through the Hotel....but we lost him......i was sad......anywaywe finished our drinks and tried to stalk various good looking foreigners. When we were leaving we kinda asked everywhere, like the conceirge, where the elfs went....they thought we were insane.....stupid snobs.

We made our way over to church for 10 pm mass. It was beautiful and i got to here my friend katie sing....

Im not working this week so call me...if u want see the Producers with me and Alex tommorrow....possibly!

Im playing a guy, named Clem, who has two fuckin lines.
You bet im pissed...but i do get to say "Sweet Wounded Jesus". Im not mad I'm playing a guy, its just that I'm playing one character, not counting the Dove i play during "Children, Children" aka the animal orgy. I REALLY didn't want to be in that number, its grotesque and odd.

I have a paying job! Im working at SDJT (duh!) as a camp aide at La Jolla Firehouse. Its good money plus the kids are AWESOME!

I've never been invited to Christmas Parties, but this year is the year. I have one Saturday, Wednesday, 2 friday, and one the wednesday after christmas.

YEAH! So for my Confetti Secret Santa I got her the "playbill Yearbook" which has every show from the past year in it...it AMAZING!